I'm always torn between wanting to tell my story to everyone and let them know exactly what is in my head or keeping it to myself. The problem is being outwardly unhappy and consistently so pushes people away, no matter of they say they're alway there to listen, there is only so much your best friend can listen to. On the other hand, to pretend that everything is fine to poison yourself from inside out; it is to ignore who you are and lose yourself. So which is better? To have friends that think you are melodramic, seeking attention and pessimistic or to drown in your own mind?